I was never religious. I never believed in one true religion... Instead, I would pick and choose from the different religions and...believed in this.
Angels, Devil, Many Gods, reincarnation,
Felix didn't believe. He believed in science....and possibly Poseidon.
Now....I. don't know. When your whole belief system crumbles...only these three words are left..."I don't know" What the hell should I believe in?
"Everything happens for a reason?"...Really?! So explain...what is the reason for this?
"Timing is everything?" - Okay...again..was it simply his time to go? literally just pull his plug?
"Trust in God" - What trust?! Trust that what?.. if I have the audacity to stand still for a second or to think.."Wow, I am the luckiest wife in the world, I have an angel for a husband" that he was literally turned into one?! That at any moment, the rug can and WILL be pulled out from underneath me and I am just supposed to deal with the freefalling. Trust what exactly?!
Trust in something that you don't know...seems stupid and naive. But then again ... You can't "see" love ... You feel it ... It is there because one believes in it ... Much like the "higher power" theory ...
Angels, Devil, Many Gods, reincarnation,
Felix didn't believe. He believed in science....and possibly Poseidon.
Now....I. don't know. When your whole belief system crumbles...only these three words are left..."I don't know" What the hell should I believe in?
"Everything happens for a reason?"...Really?! So explain...what is the reason for this?
"Timing is everything?" - Okay...again..was it simply his time to go? literally just pull his plug?
"Trust in God" - What trust?! Trust that what?.. if I have the audacity to stand still for a second or to think.."Wow, I am the luckiest wife in the world, I have an angel for a husband" that he was literally turned into one?! That at any moment, the rug can and WILL be pulled out from underneath me and I am just supposed to deal with the freefalling. Trust what exactly?!
Trust in something that you don't know...seems stupid and naive. But then again ... You can't "see" love ... You feel it ... It is there because one believes in it ... Much like the "higher power" theory ...
Or is it just a chemical change in your brain ...?
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